A "movie" i saw in my dreams!

It was a day, not near the best
We met, for one last time as "one".
It was a clear day. Bright and sunny,
but i could see nothing.
Big tear drops , in my eye i held.
Hoping they wont roll down my cheeks,
yet some did while some did not.
I suffered a war within.
My mind was trying to decide and my heart wouldn't let it.
My mind knew the right,but the right wasn't right enough for my heart.
Still, the mind had to win since it had the capability to think.
My poor heart broke, because it was stupid and couldn't decide well.
But i still let my heart decide few years ago.
The decision which came to an end that day.
At the end of the day, i heard a song.
"All good things come to an end" by Nelly Furtado.
and i laughed. I felt a slap that my ipod gave me.
It felt like a movie. So dramatic and evil.
Vamp being the end of a "good thing",
and I, I was the owner of a broken heart and guess what
Few songs later i hear the great classic
"Owner of a lonely heart" by Yes.
Slap number two. The song to which i jumped once
I hated now. My cheek turned red.
In my bed at 3 a.m ,i am shocked if i really got slapped.
It wasn't funny at all then. But i laughed.
I reasoned and i reasoned a little more.
I was trying to console myself and my "lonely" heart.
My mind only cursed my heart but my heart was in a thousand pieces,
to give a fuck about what the mind had to say.
I was in bed, and i felt like trapped in two bodies.
one with a mind and the other with few thousand pieces of my heart.
And when this funny thought crossed my mind, I again laughed.
While ending "the good things", thought i will never smile.
and only cry, for a while.
But i am shocked at how much i am laughing instead.
And finally i fall asleep, BUT the last song i heard was
"Fuck You"by Lily Allen.
Oh My GOD!!And i fell asleep singing and thinking of "YOU" ,
Each time i sang along and said fuck "YOU".

~~~~ 9 a.m next day, My alarm goes on~~~~


I am smiling thinking of the dream i had early in the morning and trying to look for my cellphone.
I had to shut the dam alarm!! AND i hear the ALARM carefully, hahahahaa my Alarm tone was a SONG!
The song was "GONE" by Switchfoot. and i connected this song to my dream and all the wonderful songs that i heard and it was PERFECT.

I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF! Then and throughout the day. And as i write this note, I laugh a little more!!
:):):) !!!

I am hearing music along with writing this and the song is "Shiney Happy People", by REM.
And i think this is best life. Have tragedy but in Dreams and LAUGH at it when you wake up!